When I was 20

Making beat,enoying tunes and dancing to tracks ,  writing poetry and turning it in to song ,creative thinking critically out loud , smoking weed and rapping ,I feel I train my brain to go Insain overanalyzation of my thought process. Well when I was 20 was diagnosed as a bipolar and skitsophrenic but I think it was just voodoo my ex friend did he was in to black magic I think after I was diagnosed by a doctor I was put in the asylum and stayed there i would get out for a few days and go back in. I had to start writing to understand my thoughts I think I was dosed LSD by my own friends and I was not aware of it.  I learned to look at myself from another personas eyes and that was awfullMaking beat,enoying tunes and dancing to tracks ,  writing poetry and turning it in to song ,creative thinking critically out loud , smoking weed and rapping ,I feel I train my brain to go Insain overanalyzation of my thought process. Well when I was 20 was diagnosed as a bipolar and skitsophrenic but I think it was just voodoo my ex friend did he was in to black magic I think after I was diagnosed by a doctor I was put in the asylum and stayed there i would get out for a few days and go back in. I had to start writing to understand my thoughts Now that I’m a lot older 20 years later I will never look at my