Omg much to much

I have had it  a lot of it this week.  What is called abuse first off. I’m super greatfull for my life and freedom .  I remember when I went to Asylum about few years back . The was a long curly hair lady I will just call her Bee . This Beezy would try and befriend me and being in the place I was I would want any entertainment to exhaust my want for a real life.  Instead I would a-pose to having any friendship with the beezy. Some thing stuck me odd about how much she wanted my approval

I would almost call it a obsession with me beezy seem to portrayer. Thank god I no longer have to ever have to deal with her again..
  To day I am haunted by the though of that shit .  I have this associate I will call him Associate because well I do not kno how eles to discribd him . He acts like Bee from the asylum and I do not want to be mean to him but he does things that get under my skin . First I think he personally has it out for me and wants to kill the anger with kindness but can’t surrender fully to kindness . I would rather not use him for getting around while my car is in the shop . I want to not use anyone with shit like that and I’m being verry obvious that I just need to use him for rides . Now he has no friends so I want him to figure that part about life on how to make even friends on his own .  Like as in equal ... he has a cool looking Jeep it reminds me of my old Jeep that was impounded in YubaCity 

Back in 2015
I had got pulled over making a left turn at a green light when the When the protected turn light was red for making a left turn that’s the light that has the arrow facing left but the greenlight for oncoming traffic was green.
 The cop was right behind me when I made the left turn because there was no on coming traffic and far as I know from Thd California DMV HANDBOOK . Legally I did not break the law of driving in California that was a perfectly ok thing I did. I tryed to argue with the cop about the turn  being not being illegal and I take my driver test everyday four years and pass due to my picture tickets  I have to .  So I know that book good.  I had that question on my last test .  The cop asked me if I was high and if the car was stolen and who’s iPad am I trying to hot wire . I was also trying to swap data cards on my iPad to get it working for maps and my phone was disabled . That cop had me step out of the car and sit on the curb at the gas station or something and towed away my 2015 Blue Jeep .. I had to figure how to get back to the  apartment I had just moved in to it was one town over . The cop towed my car away and I had no body to stand up for me to prove I am the right full owners of the Jeep.  When I was able to get my mom and sister to come up and visit me from Oakland like a week later we tried to pay the fee to get it out of impound but the police station said I was late  on payments and Jeep already repoed the Jeep. I was trusting of the polices word over my own mothers because my mom told me I was not late on payment.
She had paid it her self .. i never got back that Jeep and A catastrophe of events followed after that caused me to lose my mind and end up in the asylum that’s where I met the Bee and the rest follows