m&m's rap about stan..

 You know Marshell Mathers rapped  about a man named Stan ....
I wrote a fan letter to Marshell Mathers years ago on a post card.
and i used to write fan mail.. to rap artists that i liked 

.i think i had no life in my younger
years

, and i just like to write..Anyway i believe Stan is short for the country i wrote the rap about  Afghanistan \
being a Straight up Gangsters out 

kids holding a 12 gage and

 useing it with no remorse ..

.and 

putting that image in his head..Afghanistan 

 is something l would
mentioned i don't remember ..but...
  like i do to throw out
 Afghanistan in my  raps sometimes.
ummhhhhmmmm.. 

crazy for me to think
 he actually read my letter..
i am an Afghan cannabis addicted fool
..and i rhyme when i get lit ..
thinking i am hella cool

.. could it possibility  that 

Stan is a afghan girl named
 Sajia  G  in her late teen years..

early 20's even maybe..
it could be me ..