dorothy mantooth is a saint

 A gun can go off and anyone can be caught in the crossfire Fortunately I’ll stay away from places and things that would carry those things around them and of the nature could happen what I’m doing now is trying to find a memory if it’s worth documenting oh my God I thought I said I needed to do this so. That was not Ray I don’t know why you would even say hi to Ray if I saw him we were not like best friends or anything. But something about me made me wanna say hi to that person either way doesn’t matter maybe because Leona just butt dial me and I joked around with her and text her back and told her and that elementemtle sammario  was in my head . 

💘😝  like he has my kidney with him   Part of my liver and heart . Sometimes the Craving get so much lots.. I want him so bad . I try and practice not saying his name maybe I’ll stop thinking about him.  WhAt am I going to do? I need nothing from him but him and i will stop thinking of him . I need to prioritize the thoughts because what I think about is a wast of my time to be day dreaming about him .       I wish I could be his friend at times and I would get to know him and maybe that would stop the mystery make him normal to me  But really tho real talk why would really tho I friend him I won’t be respected or valued reminding myself he is kinda of a asshole. I don’t    kno him . I make up in my head thinks  The man is is a perfect angel and gentleman.   Truth is he could use me    he knows he could but has not That’s why I think so highly of him because he has not snatched up the opportunity to be a abusive friend to me       OMG that’s why I am thinking so highly OF HIM  that is

Every place in life’s aspects known fall. So what is good here  and bad there .  Who can I complain about now and then .  Fuck that bitch my tiMe is money . My mom told me to shop around .  My dad said shut up I’m loud told me to being careful over the unexplainable  Don’t. Question so much and learn from the pattern of the process   I can’t  explain it my self but need to make sense out of this or at least cherish the lesson from rice to hood in to presently misunderstood what apassively mind set I must have. You think ? I’m a beast of the cream general in its physical form to be here. Not in depth or Spirt of clowning the laughter bounces off walls the vibe is all fob in the air The ice machine got robbed of all its flair At the marina inn I be a snob Smoking cannabis being a diva 👩‍🎤 rich as Amirdaubness in Dubai wit da fob biz make money in profit it is my pleasure so make your sexy way back my way to my treasures  jewels you fools are related I’m happy ass being now can you can